Spring Break Update

"Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once." -
Lillian Dickson


Ok, so I lied. I thought I would be writing every Thursday to update all of my ZERO followers on what has been happening. But lately, I've had no inspiration to write; none at all. Recently, I've felt so dried up, out of useful things to say.

It is April 2, a Saturday. The last Saturday of my Spring Break. And what a stupid Spring Break it has been. To start off, I was supposed to have plans with my best friend, who has been like my sister since fourth grade, but she bailed on me. It seems that's going to become a regular thing. See, she is seventeen and just now got her first boyfriend about a month ago. Ever since, I've become a thing of the past. I realize that having a boyfriend is new and exciting to her, but it does not give her justification for leaving me behind. Call me bitter, but I almost can't wait for the day he breaks her heart so she won't be so blinded anymore. I already told her not to come crying to me about it, but I know when it happens I'll end up comforting her. I'm not so cold that I would just sit back and watch her heart break and not do anything about it. Especially when I know exactly how she feels. She just better be thankful because I could be horrible and let her deal with it herself.

But anyway, after that I ended up hanging out with my boyfriend. This normally would be better than seeing my best friend, but to be honest, the spark isn't even there anymore. But I'm his first serious girlfriend, and he's so happy, that I can't break up with him. I couldn't bear to hurt him. It may sound wrong, but I'm just trying to wait it out until after Prom. All Spring Break, I've been avoiding him. Yes, we text all the time but I am constantly telling him that I am working or that I am simply not allowed to hang out. Which isn't all a lie because I have worked a lot this week. Applebee's doesn't exactly follow labor laws.

So aside from avoiding my boyfriend and being ditched by my best friend, I thought I would do a little Spring Cleaning around the house. Now that my dad has moved out (Oh did I forget to mention? My parents split. I am now about to become another divorce child.) I figured it would be a lot easier to clean the house and go through and throw out things that my mom and I definitely wouldn't miss. However, I haven't really been in the cleaning mood. But on the day that I actually thought I was, I tried cleaning the living room. And you should have seen the size of the dust bunnies I found. I really wish I would have taken a picture so I could show you all. They were literally the size of small bunnies. Now, I'm not one of those dirty people who's house smells like cat piss or anything, but I mean, my house was a mess. Then, I got paranoid about finding spiders, my worst fear, and stopped cleaning. So Spring Cleaning did not last very long at all.

On top of all this, I still have an English essay to write about all the different types of people who come in to Applebee's. And with as much time as I've been spending at home, you would think I would have started it by now, but I still haven't. It's not due until Tuesday, so I probably won't end up doing it until Monday night after work, but we'll see. Maybe I'll actually do it tonight since it seems I have NOTHING going on anymore since I was ditched once again.

Thinking about it, Spring Break hasn't really felt like Spring Break at all. It has been so cold and even snowed a few days ago! I've barely seen the sun all week. Spring Break is supposed to be when you break out the flip flops and booty shorts just to get them ready for the summer. Which, I could not be more excited about. Only 45 more school days left! Ahhhhh!

I don't want to spend this whole blog complaining, and I don't think it has been too bad. I just need to get all of this out, and you, yes all ZERO of you, just happened to be here. So, if you happened to stumble upon this and actually took the time to read it, please follow me. It might just get a little more exciting. Depends on how many followers I get.

Well, I'm away laughing on a fast camel!
Love,
Faith

Once Upon A Time...

"I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful." -Frederick E. Perl


Once again, I've found myself, staring here at my computer screen, wracking my brain for something to write about. This marks my first blog ever, and I'm not sure how I should do this. I do know, however, I will try not to write to please you. I will only write to please myself. Hold me to that.

This first post will honestly be a little boring. I feel like you should get to know me a little better before you can truly understand my future posts.

So here are some of my favorite things:

1. Armageddon
2. Sperrys
3. Summer
4. Tigers
5. Jeremy McKinnon, lead singer of A Day to Remember. He actually represents a lot of my favorite things. Him, his band, tattoos, piercings, and guys with facial hair.


I'm totally indecisive. I hate having too many choices on things, for example, the layout for my blog. The background, the color scheme, the font; I will probably change all of it a million times throughout my blogging. It seems I am never truly content.

I'll try to keep you all updated every Thursday on what's been going on in my ol' noggin, but no promises. Like you care right?

Well, I'm away laughing on a fast camel!
Love always,
Faith

P.S. That is only my middle name. Maybe one day you'll get my first. :)